Sunday, May 20, 2012

Real Talk

Time for the honesty. Honestly? 
I don't like to be honest. I lie all the time. 
Ironic. I don't like lots of people. 
I like to be secret about everything in my life. 
I want others to stay out of it and leave it to me. 
I'm socially dependent on others but hate their presence. 

Honestly, I think I live a great life. Its about to change big time and I'm excited and scared for that. 
Honestly, I could not be more excited about becoming a totally different person in college. 
Honestly, I'm sick of 81% of the people in this area. 
Honestly, I think I'm in denial of being lazy and I cannot do anything about it. 
Honestly, I am scared that my laziness will only get worse in college. 
Honestly, I wish I could change everyone's minds for the better.
Honestly, I feel like nobody shares the same thoughts as me. 
Honestly, I am scared/excited for what is to come.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012


Brainwashed. Everyone is brainwashed. You were brainwashed as a child. That word sounds so harsh but in most cases is trying to be beneficial to the people that are getting brainwashed. Why? Parents, friends, tv, etc. Everyone is trying to persuade you into thinking something they want you to think. Why do you think 99.37 percent of children grow up to believe in the same religion as their parents? Because the parents showed them a variety of religions and they just so happened to choose theirs? NO. Because you're told whats "right" from an early age so you don't even question it. Why is that? Wouldn't parents want their children to figure it out on their own? Its a crazy society we live in. Friends brainwash their friends so they'll think something. Ex: I told my friend that I thought this girl we met wasn't that cute so he'd stay away from her. Ex: I brainwash myself to get myself to do homework. Isn't it crazy to think that if you were born to another family with the exactly same brain and body, that you could actually grow up thinking the complete polar opposite idea to something? Craziness.

We're all brainwash. It's not good nor healthy. Let your friends, family, and children learn things for themselves and support what they think. Don't live your life without it's full capacity!

Blacked OUT

Sunday, May 6, 2012


What is college for? Social or mental?


Naaa depends on the person. I'd like to say both but you really can't get an entirety of both at the same time. You Have option A or option B. Simple as that. Which one are you? Do I enjoy college and possibly jeopardize the ability to get a better job or do I live it to the fullest and have no regrets and meet people I can love the rest of my life?

Call to Adventure

I boy walks down the street with his new girlfriend. They talk about their love life and what they expect from each other in the relationship. They're 20 and 19 years old. He met her parents but she's never met his. One day she finds out she is pregnant. The boy drops out of the honors college and gets a job to try and support the child. He ends up winning the lottery. Lucky Bast.

Sunday, April 1, 2012


If two people meet or come together, one is in control. You can't both be in control, nor neither be in control. It's either one or the other. This sucks. No multiple people can work as a whole. It just doesn't work like that. Their are 2 different minds and no matter what they cannot be the same idea. 

Business/marriage/etc Nothing can be equal in control.

My Favorite Movie

Some of the greatest movies... No better way to remember than to show them: